Not spring fever
I tell myself I don’t get
spring fever in springtime. I get that surge of energy and optimism in
the fall.
Spring is a dull time. Winter
is over, but summer hasn’t yet replaced it. If I were a bear, I’d hibernate
in spring instead of fall.
My spirit defines summer
as that time between the opening of rivers and streams for trout fishing
a few weeks from now and the opening of grouse season in early fall. Summer
is long, warm days of hiking, canoeing, and getting in firewood. And fishing,
of course.
Fall is hunting and getting
in the firewood I didn’t get in during summer because I was too busy fishing.
Fall is a good time to hit the road and see some country, a less crowded
time after those with children have returned home.
Winter around here, near
sea level and near salt water, is hardly more than an extension of fall.
The days are shorter and colder, but not much colder. The only demarcations
between fall and winter are the end of the trout season and the beginning
of rain season. Winter snow is an aberration, not an expectation.
Spring is often as wet as
winter.
This year, this week of
Irrigation Festival in Sequim, nature mocks with daily rain this annual
celebration of the importance of providing water for agriculture beyond
what normally falls from the sky.
The rain in spring is not
so cold, and the days grow lighter and longer, but in a wet spring such
as this one, spring is, for me, a mental dead zone.
The garden has been tilled
three times, but the ground has been too wet on the days I’ve been home
to get me excited about planting seeds. Volunteer vegetables and flowers
from last year, along with grass and thistles, have taken it upon themselves
to start the garden without me.
Without the invigoration
of outdoor activity, muscles stiffen from lack of strenuous use. With to
little physical exercise, mental activity declines. Instead of enjoying
each day for itself, I find myself marking time, waiting for something.
Waiting for spring to be over.
I tell myself spring dulls
me, but I get things done without realizing it. This spring, instead of
being stiff from inactivity, my muscles are sore from working several hours
a day digging out turf and moving dirt, converting front lawn to labyrinthine
garden. My mind is dulled, not from lack of physical activity, but from
exhaustion.
To take a break from heavy
work, I putter. Minor household projects that have been dogging my mind
for months and years take advantage of this lull in life and demand to
be done.
While I think I’m doing
nothing, I find myself busy with what might be called spring cleaning,
even though, in my case, that means re-arranging disorder rather than getting
rid of unnecessary stuff.
A vague shadow of order
does come out of the chaos, though. Having run out of room for books long
ago, I find it not difficult to give some away or donate them to library
sales.
Shoeboxes full of photographs
dating back 40 years are my next rainy day project. If I don’t know who
people in pictures are, I don’t need to keep half a dozen snapshots of
them. I don’t need that many even when I do know who they are.
Staying inside too long
makes me restless. Puttering peters out. I pull on boots, grab a hat, and
go outside.
Dozens of newly planted
shrubs stretch above wet field grass and open tender leaves in hope of
sun.
Redwings chatter when I
walk too close to the pond. A pair of mallards is back again this year,
nesting amid the redwings in the cattails. Deer tracks in the wet ground
are sharp and new.
A burst of sunshine splashes
brilliant colors across our blooming flower garden as I trudge up the hill
with the mail. I take a deep breath of clean, wet air and look around.
Maybe spring isn’t such
a bad deal after all.
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